The Nightstand

What Nelle is reading

A running, unfiltered stream of thoughts on whatever's open on the nightstand. Updates whenever a book gets finished, which around here is often.

right now

Currently reading

A Court of Mist and Fury

Chapter 9!

Ooohhh Tamlin you're pushin' my buttons!!

Finished lately

83 books and counting, shelved by mood. Open a case; faces with a lift have thoughts attached.

open the caseRomantasyclose the case
House of Flame and ShadowSarah J. Maas House of Sky and BreathSarah J. Maas MateAli Hazelwood House of Earth and BloodSarah J. Maas BrideAli Hazelwood Kingdom of AshSarah J. Maas Tower of DawnSarah J. Maas Empire of StormsSarah J. Maas Queen of ShadowsSarah J. Maas Vampire AcademyRichelle Mead Fourth WingRebecca Yarros Onyx StormRebecca Yarros Iron FlameRebecca Yarros A Fate Inked in BloodDanielle L. Jensen QuicksilverCallie Hart The Assassin's BladeSarah J. Maas Throne of the FallenKerri Maniscalco Heir of FireSarah J. Maas Crown of MidnightSarah J. Maas Throne of GlassSarah J. Maas A Court of Silver FlamesSarah J. Maas A Court of Frost and StarlightSarah J. Maas A Court of Wings and RuinSarah J. Maas A Court of Mist and FurySarah J. Maas A Court of Thorns and RosesSarah J. Maas
open the caseFantasyclose the case
Harry Potter and the Order of the PhoenixJ.K. Rowling Harry Potter and the Goblet of FireJ.K. Rowling Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's StoneJ.K. Rowling Harry Potter and the Chamber of SecretsJ.K. Rowling Harry Potter and the Prisoner of AzkabanJ.K. Rowling The Eye of the WorldRobert Jordan
open the caseMangaclose the case
Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 15Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 14Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 13Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 12Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 11Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 10Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 9Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 8Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 7Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 6Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 5Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 1Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 2Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 3Gege Akutami Jujutsu Kaisen, Vol. 4Gege Akutami
open the caseRom-Coms & Romanceclose the case
Scythe & SparrowBrynne Weaver Seeking PersephoneSarah M. Eden Nothing Like the MoviesLynn Painter Better Than the MoviesLynn Painter The DealElle Kennedy Love at First PsychCara Bastone The Rom-CommersKatherine Center Accidentally YoursChristina Lauren Just For the CamerasMeghan Quinn Deep EndAli Hazelwood The BodyguardKatherine Center The Next Worst ThingSara Jane Woodley The Love HatersKatherine Center We'll Always Have SummerJenny Han It's Not Summer Without YouJenny Han The Summer I Turned PrettyJenny Han Always and Forever, Lara JeanJenny Han P.S. I Still Love YouJenny Han To All the Boys I've Loved BeforeJenny Han The TakedownLily Chu The ComebackLily Chu The Stand-InLily Chu
open the caseSport Romanceclose the case
open the caseThe Spicy Shelfclose the case
Caught UpNavessa Allen Scythe & SparrowBrynne Weaver Lights OutNavessa Allen The MistakeElle Kennedy Leather & LarkBrynne Weaver Butcher & BlackbirdBrynne Weaver Sunny DispositionDeanna Grey Buttons & LacePenelope Sky Pen PalJ.T. Geissinger Hate Me Like You Mean ItKyra Parsi Fool Them OnceKyra Parsi The Devil You KnowElizabeth O'Roark UndertowElizabeth O'Roark The Devil Gets His DueElizabeth O'Roark Valentine's Billionaire AuctionWeston Parker The Devil and the Deep Blue SeaElizabeth O'Roark A Deal with the DevilElizabeth O'Roark Failure To MatchKyra Parsi A Deal with the Bossy DevilKyra Parsi
open the caseDark Romanceclose the case
open the caseYoung Adultclose the case
open the caseFiction & Classicsclose the case
Self-Healing Isn't PrettyMira Rowen Pride and PrejudiceJane Austen The Seven Husbands of Evelyn HugoTaylor Jenkins Reid The Midnight LibraryMatt Haig It Ends with UsColleen Hoover It Starts with UsColleen Hoover

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Thoughts, as they happen

August 23, 2026

Caught Up

Ok this book was FILTHY🥵🔥 and I loved every last second of it! I might have liked this one more than the 1st in the series!

🚨🚨CAUGHT UP SPOILERS AHEAD!! 🚨🚨 LITERALLY STOP READING NOW IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE BOOK AND WANT TO BE SURPRISED!! (or be hardheaded if you want to, do you boo! But don't say I didn't warn ya!) 🚨🚨

Ok so here's what I loved:

1. Lauren being an advocate for all sex workers. Fuck yeah! You go girl! 💁🏾‍♀️👏🏽

2. Nico going above and beyond to provide any kind of protection be could for the last decade.🫶🏽

3. The acceptance of Lauren's lifestyle and not making any attempts to thwart her from what she wants to pursue. (A MANNNNNN!! 🙌🏾)

4. Nico being her 1st sub >>>>

5. I LOVED THE VELVET!! 🥵🔥❤️

6. I loved how protective and supportive Ryan and Taylor were with whatever Lauren decided to do.

7. I loved Nico's mom.🥹❤️

8. Nonna was possibly my favorite lololol she had me cracking up! 🤣🤣

9. I loved that the brothers even though they didn't always see eye to eye were all on the same page after the family dinner.

⭐️Rating: 5 out of 5⭐️'s

August 20, 2026

Scythe & Sparrow

Ok so I might like this one the best out of the whole trilogy!

🚨🚨 RUINOUS LOVE TRILOGY SPOILERS AHEAD!! 🚨🚨 LITERALLY STOP READING NOW IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE BOOKS AND WANT TO BE SURPRISED!! (or be hardheaded if you want to, do you boo! But don't say I didn't warn ya!) 🚨🚨

Here are a few things I loved:

Ok so I LOVED FIONN which is saying something because the Kane's could get it 🥵 (ALL THREEEE OF EM AND THEIR WIVES TOO!! I SAID WHAT I SAID!💁🏾‍♀️) but anywho 😅🤣 I loved Fionn's interpersonal perception skills. I loved that he had to take some moments to gather his thoughts. I loved the letters. I loved the tattoo (i wonder if he ever explained that though? Idk but I'ma guess he did). I loved that all the Kane boys got something tattooed on them about their other halves!!! I YEARNNNNNN I PINEEEEEE!! I loved Rose and her little manic ass! Lololol I was giggling and kicking my feet throughout this book so much!! I adored the scene with the Suture Sisters lolol I'm cackling all over again just thinking about this. The Suture Sisters reminded me of my Aunties! 🤣🤣 I think that made it even funnier for me lololol This was soooooo good! I highly recommend this trilogy!

⭐️Rating: 5 out of 5⭐️'s

THIS WAS SUCH A GOOD BOOK & EVEN BETTER SERIES!!

August 15, 2026

Lights Out

This was a good read! Aly said "Kinky sex with a hot, faceless man who didn't speak? Sign me the hell up. I'd had about enough of men's voices lately." and you know what, she hadn't been wrong yet!! Lolol but on a lighter note, I loved Josh and his nonexistent boundaries. I loved the way Aly accepted all of him after a minor panic attack lolol i caught myself giggling one too many times and Josh's dumb jokes.

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ / ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

August 12, 2026

The Mistake

This was a cute. I'm glad I finally got to read it. The wait on this book was forever long lol😅 it didn't pull me in as much as the 1st book in the series. But let's get into it. Ok so:

1. John Jermaine Marshawn Logan has A LOT of insecurities to work through because baby the projections were THERE! Soooo hopefully we see that progress in the next few books! Fingers crossed!

2. Almost all of the issues presented in this book could've been solved with clear communication and addressing the issues head on but I digress.

3. The love was there! And I was proud of him for holding out for Grace.

⭐️⭐️⭐️¾ out of ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

August 9, 2026

Leather & Lark

Maybe Dark Romantic Comedies are where I'm supposed to be lolol 😅🤣 this was soooooo good! Lachlan Kane is 10/10. No notes. 🥵🔥 I love a broody, protective, asshat. Honestly, give me 5 of em. Lark and her ray of sunshine self was great but I think her relationship with Auntie Ethel was what sealed the deal for me. Auntie Ethel and her rampallion self was the highlight of this book for me! Lolololol she stayed scheming about something lolol. ❤️

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ ½ out of ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

August 9, 2026

Butcher & Blackbird

Ok I devoured this book lolol I am a Rom-Com girlypop through and through but a DARK ROMANCE COMEDY?! Wheewwww amazing! Literally standing ovation. This was everything I never knew I needed lol i was giggling, kicking my feet, and smiling all over myself while simultaneously being grossed the hell out! Lololol while it didn't necessarily "ruin" cookies and cream ice cream for me, i do have questions about that flavor profile lololol 😅

The biggest takeaway from this is Rowan Kane knows how to YEARN y'all! The pining was THERE!! And if there is one thing I love, it is a man that can yearn! 🥵🔥

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ ¾ out of ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

August 9, 2026

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

🎧📖 - Another full cast audio edition added to my HP⚡️collection! There is just something about hearing Dumbledore's confession at the end of this book and the hurt in Harry's voice over Sirius. My heart shattered! Kiera Knightly was an amazing Umbridge! I disliked her so much lololol Hagrid, Moody, and Sirius' voice actors are probably my favorite! SO SO GOOD! I highly recommend the full cast versions to anyone wanting an immersive HP experience! ❤️⚡️

August 1, 2026

Self-Healing Isn't Pretty

Ok so the past few years have been hard as hell and I have lots of things to grieve from literal people, to multiple relationships, some unspoken expectations, etc. I've heard bottling shit up only makes matters worse lolol. 😅 soo I figured now was a good a time as any to start sorting my shit out. This book was very eye opening an I've caught myself subconsciously acting on some of the suggestions provided in this book already. It's like Kintsugi but for our emotions. ✨️

July 28, 2026

Sunny Disposition

Ok so this was such a cute quick read! Think of The Deal but with a Black FMC (10/10!! Representation matters people!)

🚨🚨SUNNY DISPOSITION SPOILERS AHEAD!! 🚨🚨 LITERALLY STOP READING NOW IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE BOOK AND WANT TO BE SURPRISED!! (or be hardheaded if you want to, do you boo! But don't say I didn't warn ya!) 🚨🚨

Here are a few things I loved:

1. Finn's honesty after he decided to embrace the Finn now.

2. Finn's body description!!!! Listen I know everybody wants a chiseled abs kinda guy, but honeyyyy one of those solid men with a little extra meat on there babyyyyy 🥵🥵🥵 gimme 3 of em right now lolol iykyk!

3. I've always been indifferent to grumpy x sunshine dynamics but I think I get it now. Lolol

4. I loved the guys! I super loved Henny!

5. Ok Naomi and Celeste had the cutest sister sister thing going on.

6. I loved that Finn supported Naomi emotionally! No matter what the emotion was he was completely onboard with it being expressed in a healthy safe manner. LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!!! I PRESENT TO YOU, A MAN!!! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

7. I completely understand how it took Naomi years to work through her grief after losing her mother and what those feelings were like. All of the feels there.

⭐️Rating: 4½ out of 5⭐️'s

THIS WAS SUCH A CUTE BOOK!!

July 23, 2026

Seeking Persephone by Sarah M. Eden

This was a very cute clean romance. I devoured the 1st season of Seeking Persephone and needed to read the book immediately lol I would have loved to see their relationship continue to bloom in the book and in the series. I might have to read the next books in the series to learn that though lol ok so here we go:

🚨🚨SEEKING PERSEPHONE SPOILERS AHEAD!! 🚨🚨 LITERALLY STOP READING NOW IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE BOOK OR WATCHED SERIES AND WANT TO BE SURPRISED!! (or be hardheaded if you want to, do you boo! But don't say I didn't warn ya!) 🚨🚨

1. All of their insecurities could have been worked through had they actually TALKED TO ONE ANOTHER! Why must we refuse to communicate until the last chapter? SPEAK FREELY CHILD, I BEG!

2. I loved that he got the opportunity to learn about his mother's side of the story. She's still not my favorite person by any means but at least she cleared the air.

3. Harry and Artemis were some of my favorites lol they aren't cutting corners. They're getting straight to the point. I love to see it.

4. I loved that Persephone was willing to be brave and try. She did her best and she didn't back down. And I respect that.

5. That man with the bacon would've gotten more than the gibblet fooling with me lolololol but to each his own.

6. There were parts of this book that had me kicking my feet and giggling lolol I love a book that can do that! It's like a historical Rom-Com!

7. I think what I loved most is how a Adam learned how to be kind to others, even the staff, in the end.

8. The last scene, he would've come for her no matter how far she'd gone?!? Y'all! That man is in LOVE!

9. I liked that he realized, albeit late as hell, that his father was operating from a place of hurt based on what went down with his mother back in the day.

10. And I especially liked that he refused to go through the same thing is father did. Way to go Kielder!

#SeekingPersephone #TheLancasterFamily #SarahMEden #Historical #Clean #Romance #NoSpice #Cute

July 22, 2026

The Crescent City series (finished!!), Sarah J. Maas

I JUST FINISHED THE CRESCENT CITY SERIES!!

Ok so this was such a great series! I'm reading/re-reading all the Sarah J. Maas books before the release of ACOTAR 6 & 7 in October 2026 and January 2027 with @moms.who.read.dirty's kick ass book club on Fable!! There's a link in her bio on Instagram if you want to join along! We've finished the Throne of Glass series and wrapping up Crescent City, but everyone is welcome to read at their own pace and folks still chime in no matter where you are! It's a great group so shout out to Lanae!! Lol

CRESCENT CITY AND ACOTAR SPOILERS AHEAD!! LITERALLY STOP READING NOW if you haven't read the series and want to be surprised!! (or be hardheaded if you want to, do you boo! But don't say I didn't warn ya!)

If there is one thing for sure and two things for certain, a woman is going to break down the current shitty government system and establish a new better one. Ok, these are the things that stuck with me the most. (Sidenote! My reviews are just streams of conscious thought about the book in no particular order lololol ADHD GirlyPops Unite!!)

1. I loved the crossover from the ACOTAR series! I loved that Nesta was able to form a bond with Bryce's parents.

2. Lydia's boys were so well written lolol the teen angst was THERE honey!! Lolol Also BRANNON?! From the fire line?! So they're related to Aelin Ashryver Galathynius?! And Ruhn is clearly related to Rhysand's line! It's all coming together!

3. Orion Hunter Athalar and Bryce Adelaide Quinlan are UNSTOPPABLE!

4. I loved the trauma bonding (loved the bonding, not the trauma) with Baxian, Hunt, and Ruhn in the dungeons.

5. The Pup is Prime and Pax is the head of the House of Flame & Shadow. Pax successfully making the antidote for the parasites and Lydia literally having all the faith in the world for her sister. Like "I knew she'd figure it out."

6. Jesiba!!! Her story and willingness to make that trade for her competent assistant. I mean, who is over here cutting onions?!?! Wheewwww

7. Jelly Jubilee is REAL! My heart is full!

I love a SJM book! She sure does know how to scratch an itch!

#CrescentCity #sjmaas #ACOTAR #HouseOfFlameAndShadow #TOG (adding hashtags so you can sort what I've read by author and mood!)